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I havn’t blogged for an awfully long time so I thought I just might let you know whats been going on in the past week or so. Well, last Tuesday, I came down really poorly and turns out I had flu! I was in bed from Thursday till yesterday which was horendous! I ached all over, was sick, couldn’t eat, struggled to breath, my nose was bleeding, nose was running, ect… It was awful! The tiredness was bad too. Although I was in bed the entire time, I was knackered! Carl came to visit me Tuesday ‘cause I was feeling so shit and rough and lonely, I just wanted to see him for a while and he was great company. We watched Top Gear and Jeremy Kyle and he had tea :) Also, my dog had puppies on Monday :D So we now have 5 tiny Border Terriers squeaking away :) She had 4 girls and 1 boy and did an amazing job. She is such an amazing mummy :) I finally got my Warehouse dress as it went it the salee! Was so happy about that! My Tatty Devine necklace turned up today too and I bloody love it :D It”s gorgeous, so thank you Carl for helping me finalize it :) I’m going to have no sleep whatsoever tonight ‘cause I have like 30 socks in my hair! I’ve used them as rags to try and curl my hair, :) Just a little experiment as I havn’t ragged my hair for years :) I’ve got my English exam next Wednesday… DREADING IT! I have no clue whats going on whatsoever, so I’m going to sit there for 2 hours crying, I just know it! I’ve got a Christening to go to on Sunday -_- I can’t walk in my shoes and I don’t want to fucking go anyway :L SPRAY TAN TOMORROW :) I don’t even want one done :L I’ve gotta have it to cover up the rashes and bruises on my legs for sunday but I don’t like them, and Carl doesn’t like it when I have one either, so thats a good enough reason never to get one again. His oppinion is EVERYTHING. 8 Out Of 10 Cats is on right now! I LAV 8 Out Of 10 Cats soo much :D Tote’z need to get back to Zumba on Tuesday! Had 2 weeks off so I’m gunna be shiteee! I cba to write anymore tbh.
Anonymous asked: Are you going to "The Beatles: The Lost Concert" movie premier in a few weeks?
Who is this?
& I didn’t even know about it but now you’ve mentioned it, I may go, yes.
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Have you ever:
1) Self harmed?
Yeah
Yeah
2) Got into a real fight?
I’ve punched people, yes.
I’ve punched people, yes.
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
Yeah
Yeah
4) Tried to commit suicide?
Nope
Nope
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
Yeah
Yeah
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
Don’t think so, unless OFAH Series counts.
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
Not as far as I can remember, but it’s possible.
8) Accused someone of using you?
8) Accused someone of using you?
Yeah
9) Shoplifted?
Nope
9) Shoplifted?
Nope
10) Gotten drunk/high?
Nope and Nope.
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
Yeah
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
Probably
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
Probably
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal?
Nope
14) Bored?
14) Bored?
Yeah
15) Avoiding someone?
15) Avoiding someone?
Nope
16) Avoiding some task?
16) Avoiding some task?
I could be doing some tech work, but I’m sick, so work is impossible right now. My health must be put first I believe.
17) Depressed?
17) Depressed?
I’m a bit upset, yeah.
18) Crying?
18) Crying?
Yes
19) Annoyed with a friend?
19) Annoyed with a friend?
Nope
20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
Don’t think so.
Do you:
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily?
Very.
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
Very
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
Yes and no.
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
What relationship? Noone wants me :L
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
In the ones I care about yeah.
26) Go out drinking?
26) Go out drinking?
Never.
27) Smoke cigarettes?
27) Smoke cigarettes?
Nope
28) Smoke weed?
28) Smoke weed?
Nope
29) Do any hard drugs?
29) Do any hard drugs?
Nope
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
N/A
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
Nope
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
I have done yeah.
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
Nope
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
Depends, but most of the time no.
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
Yup!
36) Think things will get better?
36) Think things will get better?
I hope so, things are quite bad right now.
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
I don’t remember doing anything really wrong.
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
I’m quite open minded really.
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair?
Not too fussed.
Not too fussed.
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
Smile. The guy I fancy has an INCREDIBLE smile.
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
I’m female, but I like a good set of boobs I must say.
42) Shy OR open?
42) Shy OR open?
I’m very open with people.
43) Eyes OR body?
43) Eyes OR body?
Eyes. I like eyes.
44) Religious OR non-religious?
44) Religious OR non-religious?
I’m not religious, but if the person I fell for was religious, I’d be fine with it.
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
A bit of both.
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
I don’t even know what that means.
47) Piercings OR no piercings?
47) Piercings OR no piercings?
Not fussed.
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
Not fussed.
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
Quiet stay-at-home type I guess. I’m very stay-at-homey myself.
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
Both. Although I could live with not getting on with their friends, I’d hate to not get along with his parents.
Would you:
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
I don’t drink alcohol. I don’t get drunk.
52) Smoke weed?
52) Smoke weed?
Never
53) Smoke cigarettes?
53) Smoke cigarettes?
Never
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
Revenge ftw.
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
No way.
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
I probably would, yeah.
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
What faith?!
58) Join a band as a part time activity?
58) Join a band as a part time activity?
Been there, done that. It didn’t work out well. I’d like to again though if the oppertunity arose.
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
To a point, but it’s most often their own fault.
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
Yeah.
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
I don’t eat meat or vegatables. This question is shit.
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
Yeah.
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
Not often.
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
Yeah.
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?
This kind of applies to Carl, just a little bit. But who fucking cares, if your nice to me, I’ll be nice to you.
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
Nope, that’s out of order at best.
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?
Yeah :L
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
No, fuck that :L
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
I’m against cosmetic surgery, but recently I’ve gone a bit more girly and brought high heeled shoes, but I have wide feet, so I could do with having my little toe taken off to fit into normal fucking shoes!
70) Sleep naked?
Hell yeah I do!
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
I’m against cosmetic surgery, but recently I’ve gone a bit more girly and brought high heeled shoes, but I have wide feet, so I could do with having my little toe taken off to fit into normal fucking shoes!
70) Sleep naked?
Hell yeah I do!
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange?
Orange
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?
Post-Hardcore.
73) Cellphone or Computer?
We call it a mobile. I prefer computers.
73) Cellphone or Computer?
We call it a mobile. I prefer computers.
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?
Chocolate milkSHAKE
75) Tumblr OR Friends?
75) Tumblr OR Friends?
I don’t have many friends, and the only person I spend time with is Carl, and yeah, I’d pick him over tumblr anyday.
76) Apple OR PC?
76) Apple OR PC?
PC. I’m anti-Mac :L
77) TV Shows OR Movies?
77) TV Shows OR Movies?
Depends.
78) Old bands OR new Bands?
78) Old bands OR new Bands?
Old
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
Alternative Rock
80) Reading OR Listening to music?
80) Reading OR Listening to music?
Listening to music.
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
Coke
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
Staying as I am.
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
Staying as I am.
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge?
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice.
Who?! and who?!
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.
?
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
I like documentaries and comedies so I couldn’t choose.
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
SPACE!
88) Shoes OR Shirts?
88) Shoes OR Shirts?
I go naked.
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?
They’re both shit.
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.
Education is shit, but theres no work at the moment.
Almost over:
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest.
Of course.
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?
WHAT SOCIAL LIFE?!
93) Do you want to travel when you are older?
93) Do you want to travel when you are older?
Theres is a couple of countries I’d like to go just ‘cause Ive always wanted to and my family don’t do holidays.
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
Nope.
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?
I didn’t notice.
96) Rather be the opposite gender?
96) Rather be the opposite gender?
Yeah, sometimes I really fucking would. I’d just sit and wank all fucking day.
97) What will you name your son/daughter?
97) What will you name your son/daughter?
Son: Reuben
Daughter: Cerys
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?
Daughter: Cerys
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?
Not really.
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
I don’t hate any single band/artist the most.
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
I don’t think i’m a bad person really.
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
I don’t think i’m a bad person really.
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Right now, I’d give so much to be able to do this. I’m so lonely and really do need to be with that one person who makes me feel safe, who makes me feel gorgeous and who makes me feel safe. That feeling when he’s got his arm round you, knowing that he wont let anyone hurt you.
-Chloe, x
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